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Wednesday, August 13, 2008


you know something is really not right when you feel like crying in the middle of the night... its almost 3am. today is my first night in hall. i couldnt get to sleep. its nt bcos i miss my own bed or what (ok maybe a little of that) but more bcos of the stress thats weighing on me and its only the 4th day of sch!!

i spent 5 hrs trying to do 2 tutorials which adds up to only abt 10 qns and im still not done. decided to throw everything aside as im really too depressed for that right now. i cant help but think if i have made the right decision in coming to uni, taking a course which consist of subjects that i obviously hated to the core.

yes im talking abt MATHEMATICS. i have already lost touch with this word for abt 6 yrs. i thot i have totally gotten rid of it after i quitted jc. but who knows, seems like its back to square one cos now i have to learn smth thats even more difficult than A and C maths. i thought i could but seems like i really cant cope. its the precise reason why i left jc too isnt it? so what exactly have i done here? why did i allow myself to be caught in this situation yet again?

how can i make myself love maths? does postive thinking here really helps? saying it out loud doesnt mean a shit. i still cant bloody solve the tutorial qns, can i? one of my sec sch fren who was also frm poly is taking the same course as me now and apparently he's facing the same problem as me. u know what he said to me today? he's thinking of dropping the course and look for a job instead cos he seriously cant cope.

so... what should i do now???


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8/13/2008 02:32:00 AM