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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

suddenly have alot of emotions surging in me.. i need a place to release them.. guess this is it.. does anyone knoe the meaning of true frens? i always thot i did.. until today.. i realized my perceptions and thinking were wrong..

to me.. true frens are those whom u haf known for a very long period of time and are still in touch with each other every now n then as well as those whom u haf known for not too long but clicked almost instantly.. gg out for lunches and dinners, shopping and movies together etc.. they r ppl whom u can talk and confide in.. thus, i always thot i m very fortunate bcos i haf mani frens who belong to tt category..

however thru this small little incident, i realized it wasnt the case.. recently i haf been gg thru a bad patch due to this stupid sub i m currently taking.. had to find at least one entrepreneur who started his own biz.. tt company needs to haf at least 8 staff and muz b in operation for more than 3 yrs with an annual turnover of 3 million.. plus tis person muz be someone i knoe.. very demanding expectations from my tutor isnt it? as if a student lyk mi will knoe bosses of tt calibre unless hes my father.. zzzzzzz

my tutor said tt it is their definition of successful entrepreneur which serves as a guide for us.. we dun realli haf to find one tt fits the bill exactly but we will be penalized slightly if we dun.. contradicting isnt it? tts whats happening..

so i had to went ard asking closer frens if their parents own a company or whether they knoe ppl who can possibly help mi.. i tink its nt hard to guess the reactions i got.. so as the deadline (dis fri) for tt rpt drew nearer, i became even more worried.. without tt entrepreneur, i will flunk tt proj for sure..

out of desperation, i went ard asking more ppl.. those tt i haven seen for ages, those who haven been in contact for very long etc etc.. many juz said no either bcos they couldnt bother or they realli do not have anyone in mind who can help.. but i managed to get a few positive responses too.. either they have relatives who can help or knoe of frens who can.. so they said they will help me to ask and get back to me.. tt gave mi hope when i was abt to die of stressssss..

BUT tt ray of light to pull me out of this hot soup i m in nv came.. when they din gt back to me after 1 day, i msged them to find out how its gg.. as expected, they did not deliver their promise.. i realli thot i could depend on them.. guess i was WRONG AGAIN..

anyway help came frm an unexpected source.. someone whom i haven been in contact with for a long time was the one who reached out to me.. I M REALLI GRATEFUL FOR HIS HELP! to other ppl, it might juz be ju shou zhi lao.. but bcos his dad cant realli read eng, he have to tk extra effort to translate each and every qn and options for his dad b4 he could ans.. yet he was willing to help me!

i was actually quite surprised due to the fact tt we werent exactly very close frens as we oni meet up once or twice a yr during class gatherings.. plus guys normally haf the "i cant b bothered so fu*k off" attitude.. i guess this is the meaning behind the phrase "huan nan jian zhen qing" ba.. wateva it is, i m indebted to my SAVIOR!

though dis might b a small matter in your eyes, it was a valuable lesson learnt for me.. those who i consider as true frens left me to fend for myself while those who i nv thot will care actualli lend a helping hand when i was reali desperate.. is tt life? frens who can oni share weals and not woes are as good as not having isnt it? wateva.. crap.. realli sad and disappointed today..

wats the morale of the story? a fren in need is a fren in deed.. true frens dun & will never leave u in the lurch to fend for urself.. So when u call someone ur fren, THINK TWICE or even thrice........ zzzzz


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1/09/2007 11:25:00 PM