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Monday, September 04, 2006

had my last pp last fri.. tt officially marks the end of yr 3 sem 1 as well.. had a bad feeling tt i m gg to do badly this time round.. sobsob..

supposed to hear sound of laughter n cheers of joy today.. BUT........ it wasnt the case.. earli mornin b4 the pp.. sl cried bitterly.. saw evonne weeping too.. knew frm sl tt wb committed suicide the night b4.. mi n jl din dare to probe further.. i thot mayb he din jump in the end.. while jl thot mayb he was injured..

came out 15 mins earli.. saw frens standing outside crying.. everyones face was gloomy.. den jl thot mi wb passed away.. he was pronounced dead soon after he jumped....... i din know him well but i believed anybody who heard this news will feel sad for him.. he was sl v v gd fren.. till the extent tt we always make fun of sl sayin tt wb is her bf.. so needless to say sl was devastated.. she realli broke down on fri.. i hope she can come to terms with the reality soon..

the thing is i cant understand wat makes him jump.. mani frens of mine were curious also.. if it was the exam stress, we oni had 1 pp left.. he is still so young.. graduating with a dip in juz another half a yr.. plus i heard tt he juz got married nt long ago.. my goodness.. cant imagine how cum he haf the courage to plunge a building n leave all his loved ones behind..

the day b4, we (sl, rui n mi) still met him in the lift.. he didnt seem lyk he has alot of troubles n worries.. sl even reminded him tt her bdae is round the corner in a joking manner.. he crapped with her pretended not to knoe her.. yeap in my impression, he is a v easy gg n carefree guy.. none of his frens saw any symptoms or anyting.. not even his parents according to the newspp..

read frm the newspp tt few hrs b4 he committed suicide, he even went for a jog in preparation for ns.. a person who has the thots of death will go jogging? b4 he jumped, he called his mum asking her to look out of the window.. she witness the fall of her son.. can u imagine how shocked she was.. how is she gg to survive after tt.. awww so i reali dun understand.. guess it will stay as a mystery always since he has alr passed away.. nobody will knoe wat exactly took place..

at nite rui tok to mi thru msn.. she asked whether i talked to sl after the pp.. told her i sms-ed her n stuff.. she said she called her a while also.. sl was practically cryin in the bus thru out the conversation.. rui said she passed by wb hse while on the way hm.. saw funeral at the void deck.. wonderin whether iszit him.. haizzzzz..

this had been at the back of my mind for few days alr.. has yet to get over it.. cos i nv imagined tt this kinda thing will happen to some1 whom i knoe..

suddenly thot of ms ang.. mani weeks back, she admitted to mi tt she nearli committed suicide.. she dropped the idea afterall.. thk god she din! to ms ang: if u realli took the plunge then, i would nv haf forgiven u or rather i would haf nv forgive myself.. cos as a gd fren, i din even knoe tt smth happened to u.. wat a failure would tt be.. i would haf blame myself for wat happened cos had i showed more concern n counsel u in time.. tings might b different..

all those doesnt matter now.. i m v v thkful tt U R STILL KICKING ALIVE!! next time u haf ani worries or troubles.. PLS PLS PLS come to mi n talk to mi.. u know i m one gd listener n one gd adviser.. dun hide n bottle everyting inside.. u feel beta when u throw it all out.. believe mi........ tt goes for ALL my beloved frens who happened to b reading this!


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9/04/2006 07:56:00 AM