Saturday, April 08, 2006
OMG.. ytd is juz a bad day for mi and everyone else i guess.. the office was pretty empty mayb bcos its friday.. he reported to work as usual though he came in a very casual outfit.. gone was his long sleeve shirt with cuff links and black pants.. he was juz dressed in a black polo shirt.. i tink he looks kinda gd in tt.. angel says his dressing sense lyk v restricted.. its kinda predictable..
earli morning my boss send mi upstairs to collect her claim form for her so off i went lor.. happened to see xiao shuai ge outside smoking alone.. i said "hello" after he showed mi a weak smile.. we din talked or watsoeva.. guess it was still earli n tts y we r still in a dreamy mode.. normally his vibrant smile can motivate and keeps mi gg for the whole day but cos i din get it tt day, i was kinda lethargic.. told angel abt it and she wanted to kok mi.. she said it was such a golden opportunity to ask for his msn add and yet i juz let it slipped away..
to add on to my frustration, tt WITCH who dun close the door when doing business in the toilet and never wash her hands after using the toilet gave mi the stupid fuc*ing attitude which pisses mi off man.. i dun even expect her to thank mi for helping her lias with her clients, but the least she could do is talk to mi politely wad.. i haf no losses if i offend her clients lor.. the most is i quit n dun work oni.. wats more i m oni left with 4 more days there.. at that moment i realli feel lyk blowing up my top at her and walk out of the job immediately.. for those who know mi well enough shld know tt its hard for mi to flare and i do haf a very gd tolerance level de lor.. so u all can imagine how irritating she was tt can actualli evoke such a huge reaction frm mi rite..
wat happened next further spoil my day lor.. my supervisor jodie caught mi bio-ing xiao shuai ge! *FAINTED* her eyes was lyk focusing on mi to him, back to mi and to him again.. she was grinning ear to ear and laughing lor.. she den give a comment "I found out smth new today!" obviously i know i cant show any expression or it will be as gd as admitting alr.. but still i couldnt help but keep smiling cos i was guilty conscious.. i din gib her any chance to ask, i juz act blur and pretend to be busy with my work! i told angel now tt jodie knoes, it is gg to b even more challenging to ask xiao shuai ge to take pic with mi on the last day lor.. she wanted to kok mi again.. cos she reminded mi tt my boss will be on leave on my last day as she gt sum medical appointment.. haha..
on the way home, angel and i were discussing tog on how to go abt coaxing xiao shuai ge into taking pic with mi without anyone suspecting anyting.. haha i shall not reveal anyting here yet.. it shall remained as a secret for the time being..
all my dear frens haf been constantly reminding mi tt i m oni left with 4 more days.. from angel to celine to xiuqin to eileen to alex.. these ppl are all more anxious than i m lor..lol i know i m oni left with 4 more days la.. i know i haf to cherish the little time left with him.. i knoe i haf to act fast.. i PROMISE i will TRY to ovecome the fear in mi and take action soon.. AND I MEAN TRY.. haha.. thks alot for all the concern my darlings! i hope i dun disappoint u guys esp angel.. if anyting gd cums out of it, angel deserves the most credit as she realli played a huge part in it and she realli realli did alot for mi with regards to xiao shuai ge.. thks angel!! i appreciate tt =)
Let love be the one to knock at ur door ♥♥♥
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4/08/2006 08:02:00 PM
