Wednesday, March 08, 2006
ytd when i was on my way to post letter, the moment i opened the door, i heard voices n i smelled cigarettes.. saw D, K and HIM outside.. he was standing at a corner ah so i cannot see whether he was holding on to a cigarette anot.. i oni saw the other 2 smoking.. i was still harbouring some hope tt he is nt a smoker, he is juz standing there to chit chat oni.. until last nite when i chatted with V on msn.. she is a very nice and friendly person.. in my eyes, she is lyk a big sista to mi.. i felt very comfortable confiding in her.. she cares alot abt mi too.. will keep asking if i can cope with the work, encourage and help mi with regards to work..
anyway as i was saying, i was harbouring some hope until i chatted with her on msn, she told mi tt he is a smoker cos she saw him smoke b4.. by the way i told her tt i find HIM cute ah.. she even offered to find out his actual age for mi.. haha.. she said from wat she knows, he is young.. juz nice and suits mi..lol
actualli all along i resent guys who smoke.. but the weird thing is even after knowing the fact, i m nt realli affected by it.. haha.. i m still attracted to him.. muahaha.. xq said love is blind and celine told mi love knows no boundaries.. haha.. but i told them they r crazy cos its juz an infatuation, not love.. at least not yet! whahaha
the hua chi mode is currently still on.. it has been on for lyk more than a week.. haha shall how long more it is gonna last ba..
here cums the climate for today: i finalli talked to him!!! hehehehehe.. though its regarding work but its still beta than nth.. when my supervisor asked mi to go clarify smth with him, i had mixed feelings! i was excited cos i finalli have a chance to talk to him yet i was afraid cos u know.. afterall he's a guy whom i m feeling the hots for rite now.. haha
i tink i was very silly ah.. cos b4 i go talked to him, i went toilet check out my hair bla bla, drink some water n chew a gum.. haha.. *deng deng deng denggg* i slowly walked towards his desk.. when i was approaching, D was juz abt to talk to him lor.. make mi so ps.. haha den the 2 of them looked at mi.. luckily tt D quite gentleman, he let mi speak to HIM first.. whaha.. i tink when i talked to him, i was quite unnatural ah.. pi li pa la lyk a machine gun.. haha at least i managed to get across wat i needed to convey without realli stammering.. thruout the conversation, he was smiling n smiling.. so cuteeeeeee neh.. haha.. make mi wanna laugh out oni.. aiyah i duno how to put in words the feelings abt my encounter with him today la.. nobody can realli understand how i feel except myself.. haha anywayz, in short, i m on cloud 9 feeling v high after talking to him! hehehehe =) =) =)
hopefully in time to cum, i can haf more opportunities to talk to him ba! kekeke
Let love be the one to knock at ur door ♥♥♥
♥♥♥ True love is worth waiting for
3/08/2006 07:48:00 PM
